I love to know in advance what is going to happen during trance because to listen knowingly is already acceptance. I ALSO like to be clueless – just realizing when Domina sneaks out of my mind that i am left aroused and clueless about what She has done. With “Amnesia – no recall” i just leave it to Domina to decide what i may remember or not and I just enjoy the arousal of forgetting. This is the next level of TRUST – She will allow me to remember what i need to know – and if not: i trust that it is best for me not to know. The file has developed its powers slowly for me – so first weekly and than monthly repetitions were best for me.